I just felt like writing this blog because as you all know by now, I recently just got engaged to my beautiful fiance, Casey Johnson, heir to the Johnson & Johnson Empire.
I’ve always known about my fiance, but I had never met her before. As a matter of fact, we used to hate each other because of immature highschool gossip amongst rival friends. So, a year or so pass and I’ve lost contact with all of those dramatic, immature, and self-destructing people and cut them all out of my life. I felt like it’s time for me to grow up. I feel like a real woman now and I was just fed up with the whole “Hollywood High School Gossip Drama” stuff. So during that year and a half, I stayed to myself, kept busy with my work, focused on working on my new projects such as my new dating/social networking website http://www.TilasHotSpotDating.com as well as my new Celebrity Gossip Blog that will be Perez Hilton’s #1 Competition! My gossip blog will beat his down in no time, hands down, I guarantee it!
But anyway, I’m not here to talk about him. I’m here to talk about my my joy of finally finding TRUE LOVE after all these years of bad relationships. For soooo soooo long, especially after I was done with “A SHOT AT LOVE WITH TILA TEQUILA” I was always very unlucky in love. So I never focused on that. I have always been a loner, but then one day a miracle happened. GOD put me and my soon to be Wifey, Casey Johnson and I together! We just started chatting because we still have mutual friends. Then we hung out and it was like nothing I had ever felt before in my life!!! I have been in love before, but now that I have met Casey, I now know that my past lovers, weren’t really what I thought it was. What I feel and share with Casey is THE REAL DEAL! THIS IS WHAT TRUE LOVE IS AND I THANK GOD EVERYDAY TO HAVE GIVEN ME ONE OF HIS ANGELS!!!!!!
At first I wanted to blog and share with the world how excited I am and how Happy Casey and I are to be engaged. We cannot even leave each other’s side for 30 minutes without missing one another already! You guys know that feeling right?? Like when you’re out at a club, and you sit there all night on your phone texting how much you miss each other! LOL….yes…that is how Casey & I are. We are SO in LOVE and before we go to bed everynight, we say a prayor together to thank God that he gave us what everyone in the world Is searching for…..TRUE, SELFLESS, UNCONDITIONAL, LOVE & SUPPORT…..TO BE TOGETHER FOREVER! Yes….we pray and thank God everynight. She is my Angel and I am hers. Without telling you guys too much about our personal lives, Casey is going through a lot of tough times right now, as am I. Casey has a beautiful 3 year old Daughter named AVA, which she is fighting so hard for to get her back! Casey’s mother kidnapped Ava and won’t return Casey’s daughter to her, and she cries to me about it every night and it breaks my heart. I cry with her and I tell her that I’m going to help get our daughter back….yes…OUR DAUGHTER, because I plan on adopting Ava as my own daughter as well so we can become a REAL FAMILY! On top of that, Casey Johnson is very well known because she is the Heir to Johnson & Johnson Empire! However, Casey wants to change her last name to Casey Nguyen!!! She wants MY SURNAME instead of hers, and THAT IS TRUE LOVE!
I was shocked when she told me because being a “JOHNSON” has a lot of power behind it. She’s a billionaire Heiress and that “JOHNSON & JOHNSON” is a huge household name that she could use it for and do anything she wants! However, she would rather take my last name, Nguyen because she doesn’t care about money or fame. She just loves me and wants to start a family together. I feel the same about her. We have helped each other out so much and I’m so happy to finally have found “THE ONE.”
HERE IS THE SAD PART
So here is the sad part. I’m sure most of you have already seen my funny youtube video I recorded where I pranked my wifey in the morning and sent her gorgeous roses! It’s so funny and in the video you can see JUST HOW MUCH WE LOVE EACH OTHER!
Awwwwww wasn’t that sweet? Anyway, so as Casey and I started making plans for our wedding, something horrible hit us and stabbed us right in the heart. We realized that we are NOT ALLOWED TO GET MARRIED BECAUSE WE DON’T HAVE EQUAL RIGHTS AS “STRAIGHT PEOPLE” That makes me so sad and I cry just talking about it. I’m starting to tear up already as I am typing this part. I just don’t understand why we are not allowed to be married??? We love each other just like any other married couple! Casey donates a lot of money to charity, and even adopted her baby Ava. I myself, have started my own Non-Profit Organization called “JAYDEN’s ANGELS” where I will provide new clothes, shoes, and school supplies for the less privilegded children who are still in school. I figure that would really help take the stress off of parents because I know times are tough right now. So pretty much all I’m trying to say is, what makes us so bad that we are not allow to marry one another???
It is just RUDE! Some fans of mine recently told me that Khloe Kardashian said “I FEEL BAD FOR TILA TEQUILA” first of all, I’m not sure if Khloe meant to say that in a bad way because maybe she thought I was slamming her when I announced my engagement and I said “Take that J.Lo, Take That Khloe & Lamar” but of course, I said that in a joking way! Everyone knows that! I didn’t mean it in an offensive way, so if Khloe’s response was to that in a negative way…well then I just hope it’s a misunderstanding cuz that’s not cool.
However if Khloe Kardashian said she felt bad for me that Casey and I are not allowed to get married then that’s a different story! Because why is it that Khloe & Lamar can share their LOVE and EXCITEMENT to the ENTIRE WORLD? What makes them more special then Casey and myself? Is it because Khloe is famous? Is it because Lamar is a basketball player? Is it because they cured cancer??? Why is it that they can flaunt their wedding and love but Casey and I cannot??? Oh yea, that’s right….IT IS BECAUSE THEY ARE STRAIGHT AND CASEY AND I ARE LESBIANS!!!!!!!!
HOW RUDE!!!!! I don’t think people realize how hurtful it is to be on the other side. It’s really heartbreaking. As I see Khloe and Lamar celebrate their love for one another with all their families and friends and have a lavish wedding, millions of gays and lesbians, just like Casey and myself, can just sit back from afar and watch them with envy! We ONLY WISH we could have the same type of celebration for our love to be married just like Khloe and Lamar! We only WISH that we too, can have equal rights to be married and be happy like they are…….but unfortunately, we are not.
Casey and I, and everyone in the LGBT community can only watch the “STRAIGHT PEOPLE” flaunt their love in front of our faces and print out wedding photos, showing everyones happy smiley faces, as we sit here in sadness, wishing that one day maybe the “STRAIGHT PEOPLE” will stop being so rude and inconsiderate to those of us WHO DON’T HAVE THE SAME RIGHTS TO BE MARRIED AND LIVE HAPPILY EVER AFTER!!!
I just thought I wanted to point that out. I have nothing against Khloe or Lamar. As a matter of fact I am really good friends with Rob Kardashian and Kourtney Kardashian. They are a great family…..but still….although I am happy for all of them celebrating love and life, Casey and I can only celebrate in private because we are not as special as the “STRAIGHT PEOPLE” we are the “UNWANTED” the “DAMNED” the “GAYS & LESBIANS”………….this is so sad I’m crying right now.
All I want to do is marry my wife and have the same rights as anyone else and throw a lavish wedding to share our love and joy to the world! To start our family together and get on with our lives! We have soooooo many big dreams together that we have arlready started to plan out and think as a family now…..however, until we get EQUAL RIGHTS FOR GAY AND LESBIANS, you guys won’t be seeing our wedding anytime soon. It’s so sad. Imagine being SO MADLY IN LOVE WITH YOUR TRUE SOULMATE AND PEOPLE TELLING YOU THAT YOU ARE NOT ALLOWED TO BE TOGETHER! How heartbreaking is that?
Anyway, I’m really happy that I have found the love of my life, but at the same time, I’m so sad that we are not allowed to be married just because we are not “STRAIGHT PEOPLE” like Khloe and Lamar. I just wish that one day…..just one day…that Casey and I too, will be able to have a wedding and get married legitimately like Khloe and Lamar. That must feel really nice, but until that day comes, I will never know what having a wedding to celebrate your love with the world will feel like……
In the meantime, I will just keep looking through all these INCONSIDERATE MAGAZINE COVERS OF STRAIGHT PEOPLE WITH THEIR WEDDING PHOTOS AND ENVY THEM! That’s fine. Yes, it makes me cry, yes, it breaks my heart, but hey, if the “STRAIGHT PEOPLE” want to keep rubbin it in our faces that we aren’t allowed to be married and they are, well then……*sigh* I guess I’ll just keep on imagining….
Regardless, Casey & I are not giving up. We are still planning our future together. We are going house hunting after the holidays, I will start my adoption process to adopt her daughter Ava who is 3 years old, and at least within our hearts we KNOW that we ARE A FAMILY!!! LOVE IS LOVE! NO ONE AND NOTHING CAN CHANGE THAT! SO PLEASE GIVE US EQUAL RIGHTS AS EVERYONE ELSE! THANK YOU THAT IS ALL….
Love
Mrs. Nguyen
