This is sooo true this was def a wake up call that everyone needs from time 2 time...

God is only that busy and fast if you think of him relatively. Like I've said many times before, absolute time is still and unmoving.

What are the four times:

1. absolutely uncertain time--still time, time at the center, the locus

2. relatively uncertain time--meta-map, the meta-mind, the pre-cursor of each particle, what a particle is approaching, it's limit, or consequence to existing in particle space

3. absolute certain time--God's mind, to judge all points in unison, to map the full particle space to full awareness

4. relatively certain time--to reference the center from any point along a radii, the self, to judge a point versus the collapse

[I'm going back and I'm taking linear algebra and differential equations. there are some concepts I still need. Some things I can express with language, but not mathematics.]

[I just learned what conditions in language or reality indicate the utility of the square root, that is to say I now understand what is the formulaic result, not by quantity but idea.]

{does that make f*cking sense? [oops! first time I've cussed in 3 days. I'm trying to improve.] )

God's spot is unapproachable. I do not feel my speed can be matched in my descent to the sink. I feel my knowledge of God is superior, but don't say it. Don't think I've ever said this before in company--it's arrogant. I say I have first consciousness, my meta-map is closest to God and the next person mapped is the transformation closest to my mind and so on, and so on, until every consciousness and then particle have been reconciled for a given cycle. So I say you are right because I like being who I am. I like the leverage I can attain with knowledge, so I will strive to keep what I have. I am the fastest in mind. Though I can never understand why I'm such a bad speed chess player. Gotta think fast and well I suppose. And the level of my wellness leaves much to be debated.

<yeah, God is that busy and that fast.>
<people don't want to believe I know how consciousness is reconciled. Especially the thieves.

If I thought myself a prophet I'd say,
"A prophet is always misunderstood in his own land."

But my system works as far as I'm concerned. I can described anything, because I've perfected the system of description as used by God.

It's basically academic discrimination. Because I don't have a degree, because my ideas were not a product of the academy they are brushed aside. As if intellect cannot be augmented by self study. [I suppose my purview was too large. Others have made leaps from obscurity into recognition based on a claim. I 'asked' for too much power. But I don't feel that is anyone's determination to make.]

Where have you been stranger? I thought for a minute you abandoned your blog. So much has happened the two weeks you've been gone. Fo one thing you blog is right on time. I have to keep recreating what excited me about so many things. My boyfriend kept saying some day he'd get a divorce, so I have to keep being excited about the eventuality of that, its hard though cause this other guy says he's ready right now to make me his queen--- my boss said some day my base pay would go up, just keep doing what I 'm doing and really right now just having this job which pays me well has motivated me to keep doing what he likes me doing---my accountant said that one day i would pay less taxes but I'd have to want it by making sure I had all my receipts for my expenses, so the day after tax day i had to start all over being motivated. You have to strive for the outcome you want every day....I know you keep striving cause you keep remaking yourself and reevaluating your situation. Peace be still for some, climbing higher mountains for others.

Oh goodie! I love when the message is right on time for others. Don't worry... my ta-ta's are going to stay small and alert for the foreseeable. Keep hustlin baby!

Thanks Katie, I needed this. I feel like I'm always fighting and I can never take a break. I had to actually step back and look at my life. I love it right now I work hard! And I love it. I had to realize that I actually don't have time for a relationship and I had to come to grips with it. So until I have the time. Its just jump off and flings. lol

oh yeah. Don't get implants!! lol Please!