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The Jessica White Diaries #2: You Can Google Me

Posted by: Jessica White 8/21/2009 | 16,461 Views

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Hello Global Grinders. Some of you may have caught me on the latest episode of "The T.O. Show", and through viewing it, many may have gone on to “google me”. I have to say the statement has caught on. I wanted to set the record straight on how I was wearing lingerie on the show as I have received some negative criticism about how I have contradicted myself:

"She stated that she wants a man that will treat her like a princess yet she acted like a prostitute, by waiting for him damned near nude and she doesn't even know him like that. She is so giving of her body because she lacks self-esteem. I am the self-esteem expert that can help her - check out my book on Amazon - How to be a Young Lady: Your Total Guide for Being the Best Possible You! You gotta check out page 49, it will blow your mind!"

First off these reality shows have a way of editing footage to make “good” TV. Terrell and I have known each other for quite some time. I would never break into a man’s house who I met days prior, get in my lingerie and offer to stay at his home. The reality projected on the show is not the actual "reality". As far as me lacking self esteem - I can’t think of anything further from the truth. I will admit to many flaws, and like any young strong black woman I am making strides to correct them every day. I also try to share my personal hardships in order to help other women strive to improve their own lives. I am extremely passionate about empowerment which is exactly why I am having my first fund-raiser for my “Angel Wings” foundation on august 25th in my hometown of buffalo, hit me up if you want to play a round of golf or make a donation.

I hope to act as an example of a woman who has been able to overcome many challenges to establish herself as a professional with great confidence and dedication. It is disappointing to read feedback that undermines the confidence I truly internalize. It has been a hard road trying to establish strength after being sexually abused as a young teenager but I am proud of where I have gotten and where I still am striving to go.

So, If anyone else has any other "inquiries" please feel free to google me.

Jessica White

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76 comments

Jessica:

I can deal with bad news but you really would never break into a man's home in lingerie after just meeting him I guess I have to give up on another dream of mineLOL

AndyFreedman 9/17/2009 | reply
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Jessica:

Anyway hope you had a good weekend and like I said before it's TV so I don't know why everyone cares you went in T.O.'s house like that

AndyFreedman 9/17/2009 | reply
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Jessica:

I'M HOPING WHEN YOU HAVE SOME FREE TIME YOU CAN ADD ME ON MYSPACE I SENT A FRIENDS REQUEST Myspace.com/AtomicAndy1 My birthday is on September 29 and checking out your swimsuit pics ain't a bad way to spend it

AndyFreedman 9/3/2009 | reply
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Girl I loooooooooooved it when you said google me. shake off those haters and let them be your motivators. Stay true to yourself and do you boo-boo. As Frankie would say (Keisha Cole Mom) HOLLA! MAN DOWN.... (lmao)

sexyandsassy007 8/26/2009 | reply
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I think u did good. When the white girls do what u did they have nothing to say, but when the african american women do it they have something negative to say. I think you are the prettiest and u told them right, u let kita and mo know not to come to u with that bull before they started, and if it is meant for u and t.o. to be together u will! At least he knows u ain't no punk and u can uphold your own. U go girl!

Baby Girl 8/26/2009 | reply
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i was rolling when you said 'Google Me' just because it was unexpected and those women didn't even know how to come back on that.

marie 8/25/2009 | reply
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Haters need a job too...let them hate! Jessica, continue to be a strong woman and I loooooved it when you said, "Google Me"

Diva33 8/25/2009 | reply
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i think that was too funny when you

said it that will be the relaity

quote of the yr lmao i lobe teyanna taylor too

ultracoture 8/25/2009 | reply
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Ms. White continue to do you. You have raised the bar for so many women. Great things I'm sure are happening with your Foundation God Bless your event today. Continued success in all your endeavors.

Ms. Jordan 8/25/2009 | reply
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I think you are a beautiful black woman that a brother will be blessed to be with. I can't wait to see what happens next - he better choose you or I'm boycotting T.O. (lol)

I love your hair and your style. Shake the haters off!

Mrs.May 8/24/2009 | reply
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don't be disappointed. People will hate, it's what they do. Who cares? You can fight it all you want but I am learning that they will never get it. DO YOU! You are beautiful and i don't care if you were butt naked in his bed the First DAY y'all met! You know why?? Because I have my own things going on in life that deserve my attention! Do your thing, and much success!

courtney starrburst 8/24/2009 | reply
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Yeah well all I can say is; I envy you for tasting all of that chocolate. T.O is FINE!! You go Jessica.

Jaiynna 8/24/2009 | reply
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It would be absolutely ridiculous for me to judge your character by watching 40 minutes of edited footage. I observed the way you carried yourself and I couldn't think of a single thing to criticize. You're cute. You're assertive, and you seem like a very self aware female. Clearly by your post..you're well spoken and intelligent. People who watch these shows see you as a character, not an actual person. It's easy to form an opinion of someone you don't know or ever will know. In all reality the people who talk so much garbage, are those who are most flawed and can't accept it.

michelle cedeno 8/24/2009 | reply
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Yeah, I could not resist googling Jessica either because the last person I heard use the term google me was a complete nobody. Yet, I was shocked to learned that Jessica was a Victoria Secret Model. I think Jessica should really take a strong look in the mirror before telling someone to google her. I mean, perception wise - I thought she was borderline porn; however, she really did model professionally. The professional modeling was borderline porn. And Who Moment: Who tries to lick someone's ice cream with their tongue on reality tv besides the flavor of love girls. I am really feeling T.O. for not letting Jessica put her tongue on his ice cream. He was like no way.. Jessica came off a little too strong. I hope that bill at dinner did not set her back too far because I have not seen any recent modeling appearances starring Jessica White lately. Hopefully, the TO Show will give her a little lime light..

camidean 8/24/2009 | reply
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Jessica i did google you... and it was not pretty. They made it seem that you had relationships with everyone in hollywood. I dont think T.O was feeling you like you were feeling him. the white girl seem to have his mind,she didnt put the sweat down.

black girl 8/23/2009 | reply
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