The mom of eight says she's trapped in reality-show hell. In a revealing and heart warming interview w/ People she says:
'A part of me always will [love Jon],' she says. 'It's hard to to be married to somebody for 10 years and try to say, 'No, I don't love them anymore.' It doesn't work really well. I love the memories that we have together.'
Can't Turn Life Off
'We can't turn life off,' she says. 'You're viewing our lives; yes, you can turn it off. I can't turn life off. In the last nine, 10 months, it's gotten real crazy, and I can't seem to get away from it. I just want peace for my kids.'