Regardless of the fact that I have obviously moved on to conquer a new realm as an artist; as I sit down for interviews those questions pertaining to the video vixen game will always come up. Which I can understand and respect based on the accomplishments that I achieved in the modeling game and how it has helped me in different ways. Recently I sat down with VladTV and had an interview touching on a lot of different subjects. The first part of the interview they put out on the net was the question about Superhead. Shortly after, I was asked by my folks at Global Grind to elaborate on that interview. I normally wouldn’t want to give her this much but not once did it cross my mind to say no…. how can I? (smile)
There are a lot of different reasons why I could never ride with the choices that ‘Superhead” made. I feel as though she played a major part in people really believing that all video vixens are just like her. Which is TOTALLY wrong! There is a difference between a ‘Video Vixen/Model’ and a ‘Video Hoe/Groupie.’ From the way they conduct themselves, their mentality and of course their agenda! The perceptions that people have of me and most video models are the total opposite of reality. They see things from the outside. So they have no idea about what goes on behind the scenes with the ones that do this to benefit themselves in a positive way. In order to book me for any gig or video people would get in contact with my manager. I wouldn’t meet these artists until I got on set. While on set I didn’t fraternize with the artists. I would either be shooting or waiting in the trailer until it was my time. As soon as I was done shooting I would leave. If anyone asked for my contact they would either get directed to my manager if she was nearby or I would give them her contact info. If they were really trying to do business then they wouldn’t have a problem getting in contact with her.
I never went down the same path Superhead did. I hold my head up high when I walk because I never had to sleep with anyone to get this far. So when people claim I slept with this person and that person all I can say is check my record. I get my respect in the industry because no one can say they dealt with me beyond a friendship or associate level except 1 person. Period! There are a lot of video vixens that haven’t either but because of Superhead people think other wise. There are a lot of respectable females in the video game that are taking on these jobs to get exposure so that they can take that next step to pursue their choice of careers. Whether it’s behind the scene or in the lime light. There are also females that do it so they can pay their way through school or even need the extra money on the side in order to make ends meet. So why knock the hustle based on the actions of the weak minded video groupies?
Video vixens/models are known by their work for example the video’s they were featured in usually as lead girls. If the only way people know you is by the tell all book you wrote about running through the whole industry then you are absolutely not a video vixen. By her titling that book ‘Diary of a Video Vixen’ she totally engraved in people’s heads that this is the life of one. I probably would have had a different outlook on it if she would have had a different purpose for her book. For example if the book was written to teach younger girls that they should never make the same choices that she made. Obviously her agenda was to sell and the fact that she came back out with a part 2 proved that it is all about the money. That is another reason why I can not respect her choice. She basically put people’s homes and families on the line in exchange for cash.
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