<p>Wow… How can I say it and it make sense to you all? Give me the strength, God. Well because my son wasn’t talking and communicating the same as the other children in our family people thought "something’s wrong". They kept trying to get me to take him to doctor and have him "checked out". And I am going to tell yall why. My son as a baby didn’t trust lots of people I took him around including family. Strange I know. I mean as long as I my grandmother, my mother, and my father, were in his sight he was fine. No matter who was around. But the moment one of us stepped out he would cut up. I remember his first pediatrician telling me. I know people may look and you and judge you and say his is spoiled. But believe me it’s not that. He sees and senses and she said he is trying to show you (talking about me), she was Indian, she started asking questions about his behavior that were right on point. She said to me only a few people can handle children such as your child then she said. Don’t be ashamed be thankful. I never was ashamed it was just people would get mad at me because they would want to keep him and take him out with them and he just wasn’t having it. So of course after telling me this the insurance that was covering my son at that time "dropped" that doctor and I had to switch him to another doctor. See what they do for those who will not conform?</p>
<p>Well to make a long story short this doctor wanted to conduct all this test "researching" minority children with delayed "sensory" and communication issues at that time they called it (Autism). However during the first test which was just a "Mom step out of the room and let”s see how he reacts to us", test. A group of white people, some white kids and some black kids all the same age as my son. Let me tell yall when Kris looked up and saw his mom was gone. He went to cutting up. Then he went over by the black kids until I came back inside. I was in another room watching, you know how they watch a criminal being interrogated behind that "they can’t see you" glass. I went inside grabbed him up the white lady said "Mom" knows what to do. And then she said "Mom, he is only acting like this because he doesn’t trust us?" That stuck with me. They never offer medication though the lady wanted to but instead said "mom has a good grip" so I guess that meant she won’t medicate him if we tried.</p><p> </p><p> </p><p>Now Imma really make yall think. Does anybody remember the Lipton Nestea commercials? There was this one in particular the commercial was black and white (animated) and the only color were in the eyes of the characters. Frank Sinatra (ole blue eyes) was in lots of them. Check it when those commercials would come on my son would flip out running and hiding and crying looking for me to save him until the commercial went off. Black innocent male baby don’t know nothing about color however has been diagnose with the “he doesn’t trust us disease”. And he running from a (animated) Lipton commercial in black in white only showing the color of the EYES of the characters. Now think abou
